Welps, I haven't been in that much of a mood to make anything real new as of late. I've lost my spark I think. Yeah, maybe that's it.

Did you ever think that you hated someone so much and then everytime you think about them you cry. Not due to hating them, but because you love them? Once a heart is broken it bleeds and cries and the wounds continue to split open everytime you think about the reason behind your heart bleeding. Pretty soon there shall be no blood to spill and the heart will then dry up and die. One's tears may continue to flow, but in the end they dry up too. For reason beyong our wildest thought. I'm slowly dying. That's a proven fact. No one else can see the pain I hide behind these walls, but I yes I know its there. Everyday I wish that he'd call me, write, text, and email. Then for everyday that I get nothing I lose yet another piece of me. The darkness took over his and my heart and the words of trickery played with us. I look into the furture and as of right now I see nothing. The shadow of an animal is lurking at my side and I cannot contain this beast much longer. For if I try I shall grow weak and die.

By the gods I've become nothing more than a puppet of love. <3

-Pawz